Astagfirullah hala'zim
May Allah forgive me for all those sins that I've made.
Meeting a guy who I thought can be the other half of me is just so wrong
People change.
And I should always remember that.
Bila dia nak, dia datang
Bila rasa tak nak, dia pergi
So easy his life.
At first it was really hard to push him away
But after what happened last night,
I realise he just treated me like I'm a doll
Who don't have any feelings to feel.
I don't regret for knowing him
I just regret for not putting Allah at the first place.
Kadang2 hati kita lalai dek kerana terlalu banyak perkara yang menghitamkan hati
I can't be friends with him and I don't want to know him again
Ever again.
I'm sick of all those lies.
I'm sick of guys.
Trust no one except Him, family and best friends.
I cry every single night,
Not because of him
I cry because so many times I made sins
Alhamdulillah for this dugaan ya Allah.
Thank you for loving me a lot.
I hope my ajal sampai awal
So that I dont have to live in this world anymore
The world full of fitnah
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